Thanx coz da wat mcm2 tuk sy . melayan kerenah sy yg xbrape btl ni . ptg td g jog + cycling + netballing . of coturse la ble dah capek tahap gaban , mmg xase lapa dah . konon2 nak diet la kan . xnk mkn malam . nyudahnye , perut berbunyi mtk diisi . baru la merabe mencari makanan ,. aku pun xpaham la ngn peel aku yg kuat menggigil apabila kebuluran ni , kadang2 segan gak ngn membe2 , ada parkinson ke aku ni ?? huh ! . risau dibuatnye . so , dalam tengah lapa 2 , sy pun call la mujaz yg comel 2 , konon2 nak ajak makan . tapi las2 dy ada bbq kat level . sian nye dy sy kacau nga syok2 bbq . thnx a lot coz sponsorkan diri belikan makanan untuk sy , walaupun awak nga bz gler . sy dah bnyk susahkan awak kan?? . sory yerk syg . tapi sy mmg kebulur gler ni !!! ( maybe awak dh paham kot ngn peel sy yg kuat menggigil ni . ngee ~ thnx a lot my dear . u sacrifice a lot for me ;)) . sok kite kua same2 ea . i cant wait 4 tomorrow !! . xpernah kite kuar ber2 kan ?? ngee ~~ . gatai ! huh ! lapo gler ni . sabo2 .. japg sampai la 2 encik mujaz yg cute 2 . sabar ye bella bee . ( padahal dah gigil ni )
jap . mujaz dtg anta makanan .
woo !!! makanan dah sampai ! . aye nak melantok jap ! chaw chin chaw !!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Peliknya aku xsiapa mengerti .
Dear my sugar lolly blog ,
Along this journey , aku slalu termenung sejenak , pikirkan diri aku yang suke xstabil emosi ni . hrmm . logik x kalau tibe2 rase nak marah org tanpa sebab ?? tibe2 tgok muka org 2 rase cam nak bagi penampaq sebutir , padahal dy duk diam je kt tmpat dy x kacau aku sikit pon . am i crazy ?? patot ke aku g jumpe doc psychology?? x kot .. just xstabil emosi je kan ?? . bile pk2 blik , mgkin btl cakap mak @ Datin Sharifah Raini , yang aku ni terlampau ikutkan prasaan . cakap mak slalunye btl kan . sory ye mak , anak mak ni mmg ske moody xtntu pasal , kadang2 mak pon kena . mmg mood aku ni xmengira usia mahupun jantina , ble tbe masenye , yang dah pangkat datuk nenek pon kena sound . huh . gilo ! sory yerk kalau ada yg pnah terkena . raye taun depan aku mt maaf lagi . bwahaha .
Ble sunyi2 camni mule la aku tringat adik2 aku kat umah . nga watpe budak2 kecik 2 , makan ape hari ni , ptg tadi main ape ( rindu nak join dorg main kejar2 ) , si mulut banyak dia zahra 2 pg taman x harini (slalunye aku yg rajin dok mlayan dia kat taman 2 ) . huh ! rindu gler kot kat budak2 2 . ak pun xpaham la nape adik laki aku yg sorg 2 asyik demam je kojenye . asal tepon je nga demam , asal nga demam je aku tepon . sian ak dgr . xhabis2 ponteng skola sbb demam . sejak dari kejadian dia nampak hantu kat kampung dulu , sampai skang , dy kerap sgt dmam . kalau hantu sial 2 bace blog aku ni , aku nak pesan " woi sial , udoh2 le kaco adik aku , kalau ko anak jantan , meh kacau aku plak . nak kacau budak kecik , ape barang dow !! " . harap2 kau mengerti . kesian beno dah aye tengok adik aye 2 . tgu along mu yang baik hati + comel ni balik taw . kpd cek ngah n cek lang , study rajin2 yerk . cek lang xhbs2 kol aku ckp dy rindu . xhbs2 tny ble ak nak balik ( walaupun aku ni kejam , dy rindu gak kat aku ) . terharu ! kalau ikutkan hati , arini jgak aku nak lari balik umah , tapi apakan daya , aku kena habiskan jugak sisa2 part 3 aku disini coz maybe next sem , aku dah x disini =( ..
Esok ada paper ! lupe plak ( ke wat2 lupe ) . kalau mood xda , cmne nak study ?? . tapi kalau tgu mood dtg , ble nak boleh study ?? . hrm . lantok nyelew . dah lame aku tahan nak berblogging ni gara2 THE KILLER PAPER QMT ! . tamat jugak akhirnya paper sengal 2 . hopefully aku pass la . xsgup aku nak repeat ape kejadah sume 2 . miss noni , sile pass kan sy ea . pass pun ckup la . sy xmntak banyak . xnk bagi A pun xpe . ( tapi kalau nak bagi , boleh juge ) . ngee ~ .
sejak 2 menjak ni mood tidur aku makin menjadi-jadi . selagi belum pkul 12 , jangan harap le aku nak bangun , kalau datin Sharifah taw ni , mmg kna ligan 1 kampung le aku . mau menyajun ayo mate dy mengenangkan prange anok dare dy yg xbrape nak baguih ni . bangkit tengah hari , pas2 kang petang tido balik .ape nak jadi le aku ni . hukhuk . bak kate mak ,"esok udoh kawen ghope mane le prange kamu ni , xubah 2 . esok xda org ndak taw le kamu " . dan macam biase aku akan menjawab , " ada je org ndak , ghame lagi 2.. " ngak ! . itulah saye . xsah kalu xmenjawab pas2 menyerongen cam kerang busuk . pe lagi , mengamuk le datin sorg 2 .
wey lew , awok xmandi lagi ni !! . nak mandi sungai . nak mandi sungai . nak mandi sungai , nak mandi sungai . NAK MANDI SUNGAI !!!!!!!! . kalau kt rumah ni dah lame aku terjun sungai ptg td . lantok le org nak kate pe . anak dare , udoh beso panjang , terjun sg lagi . ape nak jadi . jadi bella la ! nk jadi ape lagi ?? . aku adalah aku . hidup aku , ske ati aku la nak terjun sg ke . cube korg pg wat sunway lagoon kat situ , xdala aku nak terjun sg sgale ! . duit banyak2 , pg spent kt TF , wat sunway lagoon kan bgus . xdala kulit aku gatal2 tiap kali terjun sg 2 , huh ! . emo plak . xdala . gurau2 jea . miss u all org kampung ! mengong .
udoh2 le 2 . pnt dah teman melabun . nak mandi pas2 nak study CTU242 . hopefully mate ni xlayu dah . puas dah kot tido ptg tadi ( kot jelew ) . chaiyok2 bella ! da~~~
Along this journey , aku slalu termenung sejenak , pikirkan diri aku yang suke xstabil emosi ni . hrmm . logik x kalau tibe2 rase nak marah org tanpa sebab ?? tibe2 tgok muka org 2 rase cam nak bagi penampaq sebutir , padahal dy duk diam je kt tmpat dy x kacau aku sikit pon . am i crazy ?? patot ke aku g jumpe doc psychology?? x kot .. just xstabil emosi je kan ?? . bile pk2 blik , mgkin btl cakap mak @ Datin Sharifah Raini , yang aku ni terlampau ikutkan prasaan . cakap mak slalunye btl kan . sory ye mak , anak mak ni mmg ske moody xtntu pasal , kadang2 mak pon kena . mmg mood aku ni xmengira usia mahupun jantina , ble tbe masenye , yang dah pangkat datuk nenek pon kena sound . huh . gilo ! sory yerk kalau ada yg pnah terkena . raye taun depan aku mt maaf lagi . bwahaha .
Ble sunyi2 camni mule la aku tringat adik2 aku kat umah . nga watpe budak2 kecik 2 , makan ape hari ni , ptg tadi main ape ( rindu nak join dorg main kejar2 ) , si mulut banyak dia zahra 2 pg taman x harini (slalunye aku yg rajin dok mlayan dia kat taman 2 ) . huh ! rindu gler kot kat budak2 2 . ak pun xpaham la nape adik laki aku yg sorg 2 asyik demam je kojenye . asal tepon je nga demam , asal nga demam je aku tepon . sian ak dgr . xhabis2 ponteng skola sbb demam . sejak dari kejadian dia nampak hantu kat kampung dulu , sampai skang , dy kerap sgt dmam . kalau hantu sial 2 bace blog aku ni , aku nak pesan " woi sial , udoh2 le kaco adik aku , kalau ko anak jantan , meh kacau aku plak . nak kacau budak kecik , ape barang dow !! " . harap2 kau mengerti . kesian beno dah aye tengok adik aye 2 . tgu along mu yang baik hati + comel ni balik taw . kpd cek ngah n cek lang , study rajin2 yerk . cek lang xhbs2 kol aku ckp dy rindu . xhbs2 tny ble ak nak balik ( walaupun aku ni kejam , dy rindu gak kat aku ) . terharu ! kalau ikutkan hati , arini jgak aku nak lari balik umah , tapi apakan daya , aku kena habiskan jugak sisa2 part 3 aku disini coz maybe next sem , aku dah x disini =( ..
Esok ada paper ! lupe plak ( ke wat2 lupe ) . kalau mood xda , cmne nak study ?? . tapi kalau tgu mood dtg , ble nak boleh study ?? . hrm . lantok nyelew . dah lame aku tahan nak berblogging ni gara2 THE KILLER PAPER QMT ! . tamat jugak akhirnya paper sengal 2 . hopefully aku pass la . xsgup aku nak repeat ape kejadah sume 2 . miss noni , sile pass kan sy ea . pass pun ckup la . sy xmntak banyak . xnk bagi A pun xpe . ( tapi kalau nak bagi , boleh juge ) . ngee ~ .
sejak 2 menjak ni mood tidur aku makin menjadi-jadi . selagi belum pkul 12 , jangan harap le aku nak bangun , kalau datin Sharifah taw ni , mmg kna ligan 1 kampung le aku . mau menyajun ayo mate dy mengenangkan prange anok dare dy yg xbrape nak baguih ni . bangkit tengah hari , pas2 kang petang tido balik .ape nak jadi le aku ni . hukhuk . bak kate mak ,"esok udoh kawen ghope mane le prange kamu ni , xubah 2 . esok xda org ndak taw le kamu " . dan macam biase aku akan menjawab , " ada je org ndak , ghame lagi 2.. " ngak ! . itulah saye . xsah kalu xmenjawab pas2 menyerongen cam kerang busuk . pe lagi , mengamuk le datin sorg 2 .
wey lew , awok xmandi lagi ni !! . nak mandi sungai . nak mandi sungai . nak mandi sungai , nak mandi sungai . NAK MANDI SUNGAI !!!!!!!! . kalau kt rumah ni dah lame aku terjun sungai ptg td . lantok le org nak kate pe . anak dare , udoh beso panjang , terjun sg lagi . ape nak jadi . jadi bella la ! nk jadi ape lagi ?? . aku adalah aku . hidup aku , ske ati aku la nak terjun sg ke . cube korg pg wat sunway lagoon kat situ , xdala aku nak terjun sg sgale ! . duit banyak2 , pg spent kt TF , wat sunway lagoon kan bgus . xdala kulit aku gatal2 tiap kali terjun sg 2 , huh ! . emo plak . xdala . gurau2 jea . miss u all org kampung ! mengong .
udoh2 le 2 . pnt dah teman melabun . nak mandi pas2 nak study CTU242 . hopefully mate ni xlayu dah . puas dah kot tido ptg tadi ( kot jelew ) . chaiyok2 bella ! da~~~
Sunday, October 31, 2010
I love posting that i think i want to share evrything in this blog .evrything ?? ( in n out ) hahaha ! .nggak bisa la dong sayang . sikit2 suda . erm . actually xtaw nk tulis ape tp nak tulis gak . maybe di saat dan ketika ini , teman2 seperjuanganku sdg bertungkus-lumus study for tomorrows' paper . QMT ! . huh , killer paper kot bagi aku yg agak bengong kire2 ni . 3 days struggling , now ak ase cam dh nak pecah kpale . seriously , ak dah fed up ngn sume ni . ak dah fed up ngn paper ni atceli . 2 la , dlm class main2 smpy kna sound ngn miss , perghh !! xleh ingt la tym 2 . mmg kaw2 ktowg kna sound . ' kalau awak xnk blaja , xsuke kat sy , respek la org lain yg nk blaja ' . masih terngiang-ngiang ayat miss 2 d tlinge ak . haha .sory miss . xda niat pon nk bising sgt . normal la mulut org yg ske mkn bontot ayam ni . mmg xreti diam . ingatkan miss xdgr . kuang3 .sory again !
Tomorrow never die , so , xpaham2 lagi ?? pg study la bella bee oi ! jap3 . xhbs mncarut lagi . do u believe in 'cinta monyet?? ' . i'm so vulnerable in believing that there's sum1 of my past is still waiting for me . why ?? . may i know the reason ?? . huh ! rase cm ssh je nk pcye . btl la ckp org , ' LOVE IS COMPLICATED ' . So , make it easy la . haha .
wey lew , mate udoh ngntok . nak study ! (konon2 ) . keredhaan itu penting .wish me luck for tomorrow . ;)
To be continue...
Tomorrow never die , so , xpaham2 lagi ?? pg study la bella bee oi ! jap3 . xhbs mncarut lagi . do u believe in 'cinta monyet?? ' . i'm so vulnerable in believing that there's sum1 of my past is still waiting for me . why ?? . may i know the reason ?? . huh ! rase cm ssh je nk pcye . btl la ckp org , ' LOVE IS COMPLICATED ' . So , make it easy la . haha .
wey lew , mate udoh ngntok . nak study ! (konon2 ) . keredhaan itu penting .wish me luck for tomorrow . ;)
To be continue...
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Am I Selfish ???
Am i selfish ???
Is it wrong if i'm not taking part in any study group ??
Is it wrong if i'm doing my own work ??
Is it wrong if i didnt talk or chatting with any1 around me??
huh ! since part 1 till now , i dunno what to say when it comes to this topic . i'm so addicted to music + my own lyf ( created by me ) , till i forgot to mix with my friends ( perhaps ? ) . i'm so sory . maybe that's a part of MILLIONS of my weaknesses . i have to admit that i'm a talkative person but only with those who r talkative too ! why ?? haha . coz i dunno how to start a relationship or mixing with any1 that i never knew . maybe they r ryte , ( that i'm selfish ) . huh ! its so hard to admit my own wrong , but i have too coz i think thats the best way to satisfy others . SORY AGAIN MY FRIENDS !! i'm willing to change but it takes tym ryte ?? huhu . to become a new me , seems to be sooooo.... impossible , but i'll try ok ?? love u all !!
Is it wrong if i'm not taking part in any study group ??
Is it wrong if i'm doing my own work ??
Is it wrong if i didnt talk or chatting with any1 around me??
huh ! since part 1 till now , i dunno what to say when it comes to this topic . i'm so addicted to music + my own lyf ( created by me ) , till i forgot to mix with my friends ( perhaps ? ) . i'm so sory . maybe that's a part of MILLIONS of my weaknesses . i have to admit that i'm a talkative person but only with those who r talkative too ! why ?? haha . coz i dunno how to start a relationship or mixing with any1 that i never knew . maybe they r ryte , ( that i'm selfish ) . huh ! its so hard to admit my own wrong , but i have too coz i think thats the best way to satisfy others . SORY AGAIN MY FRIENDS !! i'm willing to change but it takes tym ryte ?? huhu . to become a new me , seems to be sooooo.... impossible , but i'll try ok ?? love u all !!
Why turqoiseorange???
Why turqoiseorange???
Coz i'm so obsess with both of them . Gila HEAVEN la if i could have any stuff with any of these colours !
So , later on , if u guys wanna give me any present , dont ask me again about the colour k?? hehe . I DAMN LOVE ORANGE N TURQOISE .
For my future husband , ehem2 , Mr Cempedak ( hopefully u..) , our wedding theme will be turqoise ea ??? ngee . ( gila gatai !!) hmm , what ?? xcantik ??? ok2 . ORANGE ! hmm , MUKTAMAD !
xboleh tuka dah ! no other option ok ! talk to my hand ! huh ! ( Bella Bee , 2010 ) .
Look at the picture below , ( cm nk jwb exam plak ) this is the picture of our living room soon .ngee . cantik kan ?? could u make 1 for me ?? pls.. Not now la , sooner or later ,together we'll make it a reality soon . ok?? ( romantik bangat deh !! ) . The most important thing is , it must be in turqoise !
Coz i'm so obsess with both of them . Gila HEAVEN la if i could have any stuff with any of these colours !
So , later on , if u guys wanna give me any present , dont ask me again about the colour k?? hehe . I DAMN LOVE ORANGE N TURQOISE .
For my future husband , ehem2 , Mr Cempedak ( hopefully u..) , our wedding theme will be turqoise ea ??? ngee . ( gila gatai !!) hmm , what ?? xcantik ??? ok2 . ORANGE ! hmm , MUKTAMAD !
xboleh tuka dah ! no other option ok ! talk to my hand ! huh ! ( Bella Bee , 2010 ) .
Look at the picture below , ( cm nk jwb exam plak ) this is the picture of our living room soon .ngee . cantik kan ?? could u make 1 for me ?? pls.. Not now la , sooner or later ,together we'll make it a reality soon . ok?? ( romantik bangat deh !! ) . The most important thing is , it must be in turqoise !
ohh !!! i'm so in love with turqoise n orange . so , look at other picture n u will know how obsess is Bella Bee with both of them !
Eh2 , who's that boy huh ??? anak sapo la 2 . xpe2 , later in our future , our son will be sitting there . ye dok Mr Cempedak ???
Hehe , done here ! actually there's many more . but will be uploaded later ea . nak study nih ! sok luse ada paper QMT . WISH ME LUCK ;) !!!
I'm a Blogger now !!!
Oh , I cant believe this !
Recently , i'm so pessimistic when any of my friends suggest me to create my own blog ,
But now , see????
I HAVE MY OWN BLOG NOW !!! ngee~~
Since i really love to express my feelings to others , so i think its best for me to have a blog . ryte ???
huh ! in other words , i'm an expressive person la kan3 ???
Do enjoy reading my blog . ngak !
<3 Bella Bee <3
Recently , i'm so pessimistic when any of my friends suggest me to create my own blog ,
But now , see????
I HAVE MY OWN BLOG NOW !!! ngee~~
Since i really love to express my feelings to others , so i think its best for me to have a blog . ryte ???
huh ! in other words , i'm an expressive person la kan3 ???
Do enjoy reading my blog . ngak !
<3 Bella Bee <3
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