Sunday, October 31, 2010

  I love posting that i think i want to share evrything in this blog .evrything ?? ( in n out ) hahaha ! .nggak bisa la dong sayang . sikit2 suda . erm . actually xtaw nk tulis ape tp nak tulis gak . maybe di saat dan ketika ini , teman2 seperjuanganku sdg bertungkus-lumus study for tomorrows' paper . QMT ! . huh , killer paper kot bagi aku yg agak bengong kire2 ni . 3 days struggling , now ak ase cam dh nak pecah kpale . seriously , ak dah fed up ngn sume ni . ak dah fed up ngn paper ni atceli . 2 la , dlm class main2  smpy kna sound ngn miss , perghh !! xleh ingt la tym 2 . mmg kaw2 ktowg kna sound . ' kalau awak xnk blaja , xsuke kat sy , respek la org lain yg nk blaja ' . masih terngiang-ngiang ayat miss 2 d tlinge ak . haha .sory miss . xda niat pon nk bising sgt . normal la mulut org yg ske mkn bontot ayam ni . mmg xreti diam . ingatkan miss xdgr . kuang3 .sory again !
 
   Tomorrow never die , so , xpaham2 lagi ?? pg study la bella bee oi ! jap3 . xhbs mncarut lagi . do u believe in 'cinta monyet?? ' . i'm so vulnerable in believing that there's sum1 of my past is still waiting for me . why ?? . may i know the reason ?? . huh ! rase cm ssh je nk pcye . btl la ckp org , ' LOVE IS COMPLICATED ' . So , make it easy la . haha .

   wey lew , mate udoh ngntok . nak study ! (konon2 ) . keredhaan itu penting .wish me luck for tomorrow . ;)

To be continue...

.Deep Inside.

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH U TILL I THINK I LOST IN MY OWN WORLD .


Saturday, October 30, 2010

Am I Selfish ???

Am i selfish ???

Is it wrong if i'm not taking part in any study group ??
Is it wrong if i'm doing my own work ??
Is it wrong if i didnt talk or chatting with any1 around me??
huh ! since part 1 till now , i dunno what to say when it comes to this topic . i'm so addicted to music + my own lyf ( created by me ) , till i forgot to mix with my friends ( perhaps ? ) . i'm so sory . maybe that's a part of MILLIONS of my weaknesses . i have to admit that i'm a talkative person but only with those who r talkative too ! why ?? haha . coz i dunno how to start a relationship or mixing with any1 that i never knew . maybe they r ryte , ( that i'm selfish ) . huh ! its so hard to admit my own wrong , but i have too coz i think thats the best way to satisfy others . SORY AGAIN MY FRIENDS !! i'm willing to change but it takes tym ryte ?? huhu . to become a new me , seems to be sooooo....  impossible , but i'll try ok ?? love u all !!

       

Why turqoiseorange???

Why turqoiseorange???

Coz i'm so obsess with both of them . Gila HEAVEN  la if i could have any stuff with any of these colours

So , later on , if u guys wanna give me any present , dont ask me again about the colour k?? hehe . I DAMN LOVE ORANGE N TURQOISE .


For my future husband , ehem2 , Mr Cempedak ( hopefully u..) , our wedding theme will be turqoise ea ??? ngee . ( gila gatai !!) hmm , what ?? xcantik ??? ok2 . ORANGE ! hmm , MUKTAMAD !
xboleh tuka dah ! no other option ok ! talk to my hand ! huh ! ( Bella Bee , 2010 ) .


Look at the picture below , ( cm nk jwb exam plak )  this is the picture of our living room soon .ngee . cantik kan ?? could u make 1 for me ?? pls.. Not now la , sooner or later ,together  we'll make it a reality soon . ok?? ( romantik bangat deh !! ) . The most important thing is , it must be in turqoise !





ohh !!! i'm so in love with turqoise n orange . so , look at other picture n u will know how obsess is Bella Bee with both of them !





Eh2 , who's that boy huh ??? anak sapo la 2 . xpe2 , later in our future , our son will be sitting there . ye dok Mr Cempedak ???

Hehe , done here ! actually there's many more . but will be uploaded later ea . nak study nih ! sok luse ada paper QMT . WISH ME LUCK ;) !!!

I'm a Blogger now !!!

Oh , I cant believe this !
Recently , i'm so pessimistic when any of my friends suggest me to create my own blog ,
But now , see????
I HAVE MY OWN BLOG NOW !!! ngee~~
Since i really love to express my feelings to others , so i think its best for me to have a blog . ryte ???
huh ! in other words , i'm an expressive person la kan3 ???
Do enjoy reading my blog . ngak !
<3 Bella Bee <3